Friday, March 13, 2009

a little malice towards thyself


With malice comes this time with some malice towards himself. Things haven’t been right for him for some time now. As he lives another day, sulking, cursing the stars, he doesn’t know what the future has in store for him.
Lets rewind. The problems created in his life are all actually his inventions. That she is not happy and his health is going through a very tough time, both the prime reasons of his tension these days, are both because of his negligence.
He is sad. Doesn’t know what to do. Feels she is beginning to feel the weight of their relationship. Her tiredness is apparent. And he can’t do a thing. At least he can’t think of anything to make her happy at this point in time.
It is not only about him being sad or her being unhappy. It is the fact that their relationship is on the line this time. And he can feel it. He just doesn’t want to do anything, lest he takes a wrong step and swoooosh…it’s over.
But his not doing anything; is it conveying the message to her that he is in a lax mood? Is he? For sure, he is not.
He is trapped. Completely. In a web, created by mistakes of his own.
Will he be able to come out of it this time? Will she be merciful enough to grant him another chance? Will he learn from his mistakes this time? Does he have the answers to these questions?Oh Wednesday, when will thee come?

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